chrasy

erlghsdlfhgljsadhflgkjsdhf BLAHHH

FOUR HOURS OF SLEEP. YEAH. SUCKS TO BE ME. EXCUSE ME WHILE I FIND SOME CAFFEINE AND LAUGH MY HEAD...

Jul 30th

OH MY GOD

I was such a bitch. Such a bitch to her. I used to look down on her all the time, whether I was...

Jul 29th

mixtape.

I’m so bored I’m making a mixtape for my friend. On a thumbdrive. I remember sitting at...

Jul 29th

oh shit.

I was wrong, it’s only 80mb. WTF HOW DID I GO THROUGH 120MB SO QUICKLY? DDD:

Jul 29th

200mb

Is all I have left for today and tomorrow, for my peak time download limit So, being the paranoid...

Jul 29th

html tattoos

Jul 29th

chemistry

Me: I don't want to do this. What if I'm not doing chemistry next year?
Mr K: Why not? Why aren't you doing chemistry next year Tracey? I think you're doing ok.
Me: *mumbles* I suck at it. And I don't like it.
Mr K: Well you're doing better than Shion.

Jul 28th

nerveuse.

I said the stupidest thing today. “I like nervous people.” COULD I GET ANY...

Jul 28th

damn.

my dad is made up of the most win evar.

Jul 28th

tagging

I don’t know whether I should tag japanese artists/songs with their romaji equivalents so I...

Jul 27th

string.

Me: She hasn't even called to say "Happy birthday"
Dad: You should tell her she's lost her string. Do you know what that means?
Me: ...No.
Dad: The string, used to tie her to all the things she has. It's gone missing.

Jul 27th

feel

like I’m still on holidays. But I’m not, and tomorrow I have to wake up at 6:30 all over...

Jul 27th

Nakanaide.

Jul 26th

wish

I was in Newcastle. But… too tired. Too many things to fold and wash and fix.

Jul 26th

tired

have slept only… 6 hours in past two days. kill me now.

Jul 25th

Freaking awesome.

Jul 25th

don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry. she shouldn’t believe that it will...

Jul 25th

stream

a stream of conciousness incoherent babbling whatever and ever is so much easier in English than it...

Jul 25th

zdfkljgldkjzglkjd KAME, YOUR HAIR IS UGLY. UGLY UGLY UGLY. ...

Jul 25th

chrasy

I love my name. Whooooooooooooooo. My throat is killing me, damn I’ve missed my piano.

Jul 25th

“kimi no kubisuji, hora tsuba wo tsuketa”
— Ninomiya Kazunari, Gimmick...

Jul 20th

adrenalin

tomorrow, I’m pretty sure it’s all I’m going to be running off. That, and coffee.

Jul 19th

il pleut

It rained, it rained, it rained. I am so desperate for portable music.

Jul 19th

starve

To feed a starving person a feast is dangerous. I am bordering on mortal danger.

Jul 19th

warmth

I like sitting here, in my pretty new cream coloured coat, safe and warm. The only thing aroud to...

Jul 19th

(fan)fiction

I swear it exists just to keep me up until 4 in the morning, even though I have work. OMG LAST DAY...

Jul 18th

01:30

Yeah, um, yoghurt and tim tams not the best things to be eating at this time. GOD, I AM A GLUTTON....

Jul 17th

*wails*

I’M GOING ON AN AKAME FIC OVERLOAD. SERIOUSLY. SOMEONE. PLEASE GIVE ME SOMETHING CONSTRUCTIVE...

Jul 17th

KinKi...

I feel like watching some Domoto Kyoudai. OH FINE. I’LL STUDY JAPANESE INSTEAD.

Jul 17th

HSJ Pimp post

Jul 17th

TAKAKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

Jul 17th

“BEEF BABY!”
— Nagase Tomoya, answering what...

Jul 17th

mmmm

I just ate three timtams. Whoops. NAGASE TOMOYA = EXCELLENT.

Jul 17th

as the night goes on...

My feet slowly freeze into a giant block of ice. j’ai froid, j’ai froid, et je crois que...

Jul 17th

vampire racecourse.

That work thing that I’m meant to go to in 14 hours… I DON’T WANT TO. I like my...

Jul 16th

Watch

WHY DID YOU REJECT HER, WHYYYYY? This PV makes me cry SO SO SO SO SO MUCH.

Jul 16th

star bowling

FUCK THIS IS THE FUNNIEST THING EVER. I MAY HAVE TO LOVE SMAP NOW.

Jul 16th

....AHHHH.

SHO LOOKS SO GOOD IN A KENDO UNIFORM. AHHHHH 翔君ちょうカッコいいです。*dies*

Jul 16th

give up

That plugin will kill me. I’ll just settle for having it as normal archives. Seeing my moles...

Jul 13th

I smell... again?

Like coffee and smoke. God damn!

Jul 12th

not to toot my own horn or anything

but DAMN I am good at bending wordpress to my will. Hell yeah!

Jul 10th

Not about me.

IT IS SO HARD TO WRITE AN “ABOUT ME” THAT WILL BE WIDELY READ.

Jul 10th

Brrrrrrrr.

Jul 10th

Dear WOMAN

Jul 10th

my feet are colder than ice.

and for some reason so is the pink finger on my left hand. Why is this? I took a walk to take a...

Jul 9th

I smell

Like coffee. Fucking work. I can’t believe it’s 10 already. WHERE DID MY FREAKING DAY...

Jul 8th

orderly

Japan seems like a very orderly place. I wonder if I want to be there after all. I’m afraid...

Jul 7th

Aiba is an idiot.

But he’s so amazingly idiotic and spazzy and STUPID that I love him to tiny little fractures...

Jul 7th

who am I in Harry Potter?

Georgia: you would be ron
Me: ....
Georgia: kayla would be...
Georgia: ron
Me: thanks
Georgia: but you can't be ron if kayla is ron
Georgia: who is most like ron?
Georgia: oooh you can be tonks
Georgia: yeah
Me: WTF AM I TONKS?
Georgia: cause you're unco
Georgia: hahaha

Jul 7th

dfaklghadfkljghalkdj

I CAN’T WAIT TO FUCKING MOVE OUT OF THIS HOUSE. Desire to live alone: multiplied by...

Jul 7th

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I HAVE NO CREATIVITY.

Jul 7th

lips

I woke up and there was blood all over my lips. I had chewed the inside of my lips. They sting.

Jul 7th

bbq

35 cards better be worth the amazing hurt my brain is experiencing at the moment. (crackpot bbq)

Jul 6th

I don't know what to doooooo...

With my websiteeeeee. Time to read up on magpie RSS methinks.

Jul 6th

Erm...

I never thought I would say this but… I kind of feel sorry for Roger Federer. Mais, il...

Jul 6th

3:30am

I AM SO, SO, SO, HUNGRY. I WOULD KILL FOR A TIN OF PRINGLES. Or you know, maybe I could stomach...

Jul 6th

I need gloves

My hands are cold, bitch. And my hands… I NEED MY HANDS TO NOT FALL OFF PLEASE. Things my...

Jul 6th

what's with the CAPITALS?

Damn, I almost wrote “crapitals”. I always wonder what it is with Japanese musicians and...

Jul 6th

Why is this about Jin?

You can be very attractive if you try dear. Now, go get some sleep. Don’t even think about...

Jul 5th

Watch

Itoshigo Yo - Rurutia We don’t need anyone else, the two of us are enough I’m the only one who...

Jul 5th

that stupid dream again.

Boris: So what was that dream about?
Me: it was something about school
Me: and everyone was turning on me
Me: in the classroom
Me: which was heaps white and blank
Boris: Oh
Me: and I think I started crying
Me: and then class ended
Me: and I went to the bathrooms
Me: which were again white and blank
Me: and this girl turned around and said "don't hide it."
Me: but I hid anyway and went into a cubicle to cry
Me: and I was crying for real
Me: like, I felt so unhappy that I laid in bed and cried for about fifteen minutes
Boris: That's sad
Boris: At least you didn't go to the cubicle to pee
Boris: With a girl telling you "don't hold it" instead
Boris: And then waking up peeing for real
Me: ....
Me: ....
Boris: And then laying there peeing for 15 minutes
Me: PFTTTT LOLLLLLLLLL
Endnotes: I love how he can make something terrible into something funny.

Jul 5th

I was playing the piano and...

I realise I have a disturbing absence of love songs in my repertoire. I have lots of break up songs,...

Jul 5th

cheating

Being thought of as a cheater when I’m not is fucking heartbreaking. It makes me wonder why I...

Jul 5th

I had a dream

In the dream I was crying, and when I woke up, I was still crying. It was that bad.

Jul 5th

foolishness.

i was promising something but i hope you didn’t believe too hard/ you know you’ll fall...

Jul 4th

The Wedding Singer

This movie makes me want to cry, laugh and scream both simultaneously and alternately. If that were...

Jul 4th

doomed to sink.

I’m sorry but… I… detest D/Hr with every fibre of my being.

Jul 4th

The blue screen of death...

Terrifies me.

Jul 4th

calling in sick

I can never do it. My conscience just says “NO. THAT WOULD BE MEAN OF YOU.” Bastard of...

Jul 4th

"friends"

STOP ADDING ME ON FACEBOOK TO UP YOUR FRIEND COUNT. I DON’T LIKE YOU. THANKS :)

Jul 4th

There's this girl I used to know...

Well technically I still know her but she’s not one of my best friends anymore, and she used...

Jul 4th

Bobo is fat? That's nice.

Aunt: You've gotten skinnier!
Me: Oh... That's nice, thanks.
Aunt: You're so much thinner than Bobo, she's gotten fat!
Me: Oh, really?
Aunt: And your Chinese is so much better than hers.
Me: Thanks, I'm trying.
Aunt: You're pretty much better than Bobo at everything.
End notes: Ok, I lied, she didn't say that last line. But really, I love you but why does it matter to me if Belinda is fat?! The point is, my Aunt is in Australia and she's rockin.

Jul 3rd

where it becomes evident...

…that I really need to be able to drive to get around when it’s raining the way it is at...

Jul 3rd

I'm trying to kill myself.

Replying to 5x5 forms is kind of fun in a sadistic, I’m-trying-to-kill-myself kind of way. ...

Jul 3rd

So, so, so much love. (Cyn’s place, 03/07/08)

Jul 2nd

Completely clueless

Even when Boris’ Dad totally gives away the secret about my surprise party (twenty-three days...

Jul 2nd

a little more about me...

I’ve almost completed one and a half lunar calendars - This feels like a long time, but I know...

Jun 29th