Feeling tired
It’s only technically been two weeks, and already I’m quite tired of my daily routine. I’m sick of waking up, going downstairs, going to school, coming home, playing the piano, fiddling on the computer and sleeping. I almost don’t want to sleep, because I know what’s going to happen the next day. I know exactly what I’ll be doing, what will happen.
I long for the time where my life will be spontaneous and surprising. Where I’m free to do whatever the hell I want. I’m scared of spending my adult life in a mundane cycle, where everything is predictable.
As it stands, I haven’t done as much to BGS as I would’ve liked to have done. Hopefully, over the weekend, I can get productive and do several of the things I’ve been meaning to start/finish/work on over the last couple of weeks. Knowing myself, I probably won’t, but I’ll do my best to try.
# Amanda, 2 years, 9 months ago.
If it makes you feel any better, I know that I wake up to a day filled of pottering about the house, reading and spending time on the computer. I almost can’t wait for uni to start because every day will have a different schedule.
And yes, get cracking on BGS!
Reply: Uni is good, at least you get to study whatever you’d like in uni. And I did add some things to BGS!
# Desiree, 2 years, 9 months ago.
Ah, routine. There are few more effective ways to dull the spirit, especially when it looks like there is no end in sight. =__= (I’m also looking forward to uni for a change in surroundings) If you’re looking for spontaneity, perhaps you could make it a project to do something unexpected, or say something you don’t usually say, every day? Vary the routine… randomly go for a walk or something. xD Easier said than done, I know. And steer clear off office jobs in your future!
Reply: Ohhh, I would do something random if I could. As much as I hate the routine, it’s still such a hard thing to break, especially when you’re as lazy as I am. Lazy people like me often hate things, but don’t do anything to change them. I’m really going to have to make an effort this time…
# kat, 2 years, 9 months ago.
Trace, substitute school for work, and playing the piano for watching TV and you will have my life! I feel your pain. But don’t worry, university is so much better :)
Reply: Now I really can’t wait for uni!
# Jennifer, 2 years, 9 months ago.
dont worry, youre not alone. I have extremely protective parents + winter so I never go out.
My life consist of
- computer
- sleep
- school
- eat
- sleep
yeap …
Reply: Sounds very familiar to me… !
# Sam, 2 years, 9 months ago.
I know the feeling. Every day is the same for me too….but in a way I don’t want the Easter holidays to come because straight after that I have my A-level exams….and understandably, I’m dreading them. 2 months of nothing but studying and exams.
Reply: Oooh, I know you’ve been working on various essays and things for a while now. Your A-Levels will be over soon, and I have complete confidence in you.
# Jen, 2 years, 9 months ago.
I’m in quite the same boat, only I wouldn’t mind it so much if it weren’t that my life is being drowned under all the copious amounts of assignments and homework I’m getting. Perhaps I’m sick of school, but I haven’t reached being sick of how my life (minus school) is. I like having the unpredictability in my friends, and it gives me something to look forward to.
Hrrm, how about taking Friday night out and doing something frivolous, or even watching a movie?
Reply: I used to play tennis on Friday nights, but I don’t anymore. I’m going to change that when the next season rolls around.
# Lily, 2 years, 9 months ago.
I know the feeling. =(
But hey, even celebs have to feel that way sometimes, right? Surely tennis pros don’t spring out of bed every morning shouting, ‘Yay! Another day of practice!’.